I dun gettit

I think it's the end of the world. Somehow I feel like I'm through wif compos.

I think that my writing days are over.

I'm so totally flushed cuz I seriously feel like I cant write so well anymore.

Maybe it's just a consequence for bein s confident in the past.

Now I'm a horrible writer. Even though I feel like I wanna be a cut above the rest like I used to I feel so lame now. I get 31- my lowest ever for compo in exams.

yeah, but though the mark may be good for normal writers it's not at all good for me.

I'm slowly developing low self esteem. I don't wanna fall back to my old bossy self again, so will u guys help me? like I dun wanna complain so much that I got no frens and the like.

cuz I know u will hate me again.

I'm a terrible person.

jinx

*sigh*

I dun understand dat weichong is always bullying me, saying things like 'jean likes dennis' or like 'jean I read your journal haha I will tell dennis about it' of reading my journal out loud.

Today I was appalled. HE ACTUALLY WROTE MY NAME ON THE WHITEBOARD RITE IN FRONT OF THE CHINESE TEACHER AND SCREAMED TO THE ENTIRE CLASS ' JEAN LIKE DENNIS!!! JEAN LIKE DENNIS!!!' And i knoe dat it's rude to say smthing bad bout a teacher, but she totally didn't scold weichong. SHE SCOLDED ME INSTEAD.

She was screaming at me at the top of her voice though I didn't say a word. I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL. And weichong wasn't the only one. Sean Tan and WeiBin also joined in and sean laughed when weichong read my journal in a rude accent. I admit I scolded him back and asked him to go figure on the Oprah Winfrey or Tyra Banks show, and he totally threw a Happy Face( one of those cornflour beanbag thingies ) at me. And it hit my head. and almost knocked off my glasses. It was either him or Weibin.

Wei chong apologised but I could tell he wasn't sincere at all. AND WEIBIN WENT ALL, LIKE 'IT WAS WEICHONG!! SCOLD HIM! THROW THE THING BACK AT HIM!!!

and everyone else in the classroom was more or less jeering at me. At least thats how I felt it.
and the teacher was putting even more pressure on me. She did bird impressions and watched me like a hawk. My head was totally spining. and sean tan and sylvia were laughing like mad.

My mind was blank. I flung the funny face thing at weibin's chair and ignored them.
so you see? Life is unfair.

Jean

my loz journal

maybe ppl are rite that I have to concentrate on psle....
anyway i dun nid to say anything further about dat.

OMG.
Three days ago I lost my journal. I left it in the social studies room during triple e.
And I was so darn scared. u knoe, some busybody might juz pick it up frm under the table and infiltrate my private thoughts.

Although some are not exactly 'private' cuz ppl hav already read it.

never mind.
So I waz so scared and I juz overeacted and went around telling everyone I knew about it.
then they said, 'go into the social studies room and take it luh.' and then I waz all 'hello??? it is locked, u knoe??? then mr wan go help me unlock the door and then I went in and I couldnt find my journal anywhere.

Then I felt worse. u know I felt like calling up all the airlines and the navy to help me find my stupid lost journal and at the same time I checked the lost and found place and it was not there either.

Then yesterday during recess Rachael Ho from 6 Peace came up to me and said ' have u lost somting lately?'

then I said yes and she put this look on her face and went like,

' I've got your journal.'

And then I totally blew up and said 'really???'
'yeah.'

and then I wanted to hug her and punch her at the same time, which sounds a little insane.
But never mind, I'VE GOT MY 8TH JOURNAL BACK!!!

0L4L
Purple sage

Bell's palsy.

Hello!!!

I told you i will explain.Yesterday i went to the doctor to check because my face like cannot control a bit.The doctor told me that i had bell's palsy.

Bell's palsy is a paralysis of the facial nerve resulting in inability to control facial muscles on the affected side. Several conditions can cause a facial paralysis, e.g., brain tumor, stroke, and Lyme disease. However, if no specific cause can be identified, the condition is known as Bell's Palsy.

I know by now you all bored already right?NVM.This is just for your info.
So if my face look funny i beg you not to laugh.hehehe.Although i myself laugh.
My face not that bad yet.So its okay.
well.byebye.
redcard

okay

so.
I've reached my 8th journal and halfway through it.
I luv myself.

So wei chong quit liaos. I gt nth 2 say.
In fact the only thing I can say is that edry will be veri the lonely.
Anyway I dun even tink dat edry even joining anymore. and 4get bout it.
Darn.

so now we only got edwin, joslyn, Daryle and me.
And pls cut the conspiracy btween dennis and me.
please I begging you. or I have to go about in my life like some kind of humiliated GOOF.
never mind u like that rite?

anyway. uh.
so I am BORED, BORED BORED.
sometimes I juz wanna fit into the pic.
I feel like my height is pullin down my chance of makin taller frens though I dun understand that see ying has vivian as her fren. *sigh*

pls 4give me 4 bein my old complainin self again. sometimes it juz doesnt wurk when u rite it out in my journal. you really gotta shout it out loud.

and i like it better dat way.

sometimes you play a fool during your last year in school
and at the end of the year
during your promenade
then u realise all the time wif your old frens have been wasted

so, cherish your frenship.
though it may not last veri long
we will still be frens 4eva
or maybe not me. you and your own frens.

never mind.
OL4L
journal freak

...i steal nicolas blue pen...

err...i steal nicolas pen because his pen i very nice to spin...hehe...i did not steal his pen i just take it...and by the way i want to say sorry to nicolas...i should not take your pen...err... i write less than a hundred word so i will post another post next time

I would like to sincerely apologise to everyone in 6 Honesty, especially Daniel and Mr Wan. Andrew and I should not have been so mischievious during Mr Wan's Science lesson. As Andrew had said in his blog, I was part of this incident and I admit I wrote the note. By laughing, I encouraged Andrew to do what he did to Daniel.

I hope, Daniel, that you will not hold a grudge against Andrew and I for vandalising your shirt. I also have a suggestion : Use colour bleach (Kao brand, small amount) to wash the ink off your shirt. I have also witnessed (not done by me) another much worst case and he managed to wash off the major ink stains on his shirt and the ink was red. So, I hope you will be able to wash off the stain too.

I am sorry.

HeLLo

Sorry

Hi everyone! I am Andrew Ler. About that case, I have to write a hundred words but i have already wrote 22 words. During the science lesson, i took out the set of pens to lend Ryan as Ryan was sitting right beside me and he didn't take out his pencil case. A while later, we thought of something funny. So I used my green pen and pretended to draw on Daniel's back andRyan laughed so i really draw a smiley face and Ryan laughed more. After a while, he tear a part of his book and wrote a message and paste it on Muhamad's back. But he realised and took it off and gave it back to Ryan. Ryan paste it on my back, i also took it off and i saw Daniel's name on it so i paste it on Daniel's back. Suddenl, Dennis realised and told Daniel. Daniel tore it off, turned back and said :you are dead. That is how it all happened.
I am sincerely sorry to everyone especially Daniel. Please forgive me.

The Tired Wan

I'm tired.

If anyone pays any notice, I'm extremely disappointed with the learning attitude in 6H.

I don't sense any urgency in the preparation for PSLE.

I don't believe I have to step in to handle so much disruptions in class.

On the other hand, I'm glad that students have placed faith in me to handle the problems. They're people whom I'm proud to address as my students. It's the troublemakers who dampen the day.

When I'm going through lessons, I could still see people fooling around.

That is one of the reasons I chose not to teach P6. P6 teachers always put in a lot of efforts to teach, in view that students will appreciate and improve themselves.

I'm happy to say that I've put in a lot of efforts, but they seem in vain.

Sometimes, beautiful things should be left as it is. There is a time to leave them behind before they turn ugly so that there will be a good impression left.

The moments at the end of 2007 were good. Had I left my memory as it was then, it would have been beautiful.

I'm tired, tired to the extent that I dread Teacher's Day. I thought there might be improvements in the September holidays.

Guess I'm wrong.

Should I still be hopeful for a good memory in 2008? Only time can tell.

I'm tired, I really am. Please don't tire me further...

Mr Wan

The Definition of Photosynthesis

Okay, the definition of photosynthesis is mainly to make food for the plant.The process of photosynthesis is at the leaves(with gas exchange through stomatas)and the food carrying tubes transports the food to other parts of the plant.Photosynthesis occurs with the presence of sunlight and takes in carbon dioxide, it gives out oxygen and produce food.

I hope there's nothing wrong with the definition of photosynthesis...Actually, I wrote photosynthesise in my bklet B for my sci exam paper but I don't know why it's marked wrong, so I asked Charis how to spell it.I didn't even know when someone was writing down my name on the board...

Nigel

wallet again*

the wallet title i 4got write name. i am joey

wallet

i that day throw the wallet back to dennis because i returning then sometimes it is my way of returning things to people. sometimes only.